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Thursday, December 30, 2004

Of adrenaline and testosterone that fuel excessive agressive competitiveness

I'm competitive. Fiercely so. Boggle, Scrabble, floorball, football...any game, basically, will induce my adrenal and testosterone glands to release a flood of hormones into my system. Just a few hours ago, I was attempting to engage in a friendly, non-competitive game of badminton, albeit unsuccesfully. Before I realized it, I was setting up a competition to see how long we could keep the shuttlecock up for. Then I was smashing at innocent lobs like a crazed lunatic (thought most of them either went wide or fell flat on their faces. Literally. ;p) Then I caught myself. For goodness sake la, Joel...it's just a game! A passing comment by a friend jolted me to my senses. There he goes again...Joel is like that one. OUCH. Hehe...
It's like I go on autopilot whenever I engage in any sport or recreation. I naturally slip into "compete" mode and feel unfulfilled if there is no kind of incentive or goal to work toward. Is it a guy thing? Male machismo, primal instinct? I wonder. You tell me.

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